Its just the day after tomorrow. And I'm stressed.

Gosh, I can't believe its just the day after tomorrow. Its just like yesterday we were told when is our SYF and *POOF! Its here. It feels like a weird dream. And apparently, I just woke up from it. Hmmm, band practice was alright. Felt really energetic. But later on into it, I started to feel real tired. Pespiring alot. But i bet, it will be worth it(: So , today the band performed in front of the upper sec students. I felt a bit nervous, to be honest. I played wrong for some parts, namely bar 38(chorale) and letter E and pickup to 80 for overture. I can't remember the notes. And i have to. I should, I must and I will. I just pray and hope that I can make it before this thursday. I keep thinking to myself, SYF is this thursday, and i get really excited and nervous about it. And my tuning. Crap, I can't get it right. Always! I know I mentioned it in the previous post, but it's really getting on my nerves. I wonder when I'll really get pissed off and do something. Really bad. I hope I won't. I know, they are getting frustrated with me, but I don't want that to keep on repeating, its not like I did it on purpose. Whatever, I'll let it be that way. Sigh, I'll have to keep reminding myself its this thursday, then its over. I should really stop talking about SYF. Its getting tiring, and sometimes, I get worked up over it. Bye.